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October 30th, 2014

10/30/2014

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Mark’s Introduction to the Holy Spirit

 What?  Know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own?                                                                                      I Corinthians 6:19

We moved to a small church home closer to our home when our boys were four and six.  Our Pastor was about our age.  We began to hear about “The Walk to Emmaus” retreat for church leaders based on Luke 24:13-32.  Brother Stan, our Pastor, came to our home and explained to us the effect this weekend had on him and his ministry and urged us to go. 

The situation in our home was very tense; Mark was working in his Father’s business with his two elder brothers.  His hours were extremely long and relationships within the company were strained to the breaking point.  Mark brought all the conflict home and could not let it go.  I even tried taking the boys to the lake house for a month to ease the tension, but we were not the problem.

An elderly couple in our church dropped out of the weekend retreat due to his health and Mark was asked to go.  We were not prepared, but Mark was determined.  I was ready for anything that might help us.  The men went first and two weeks later the ladies (spouses) went.

No sooner than Mark literally flew out the door to go, Jonathan developed a strange out of nowhere fever!  It kept going up in spite of medication, rest, fluids, etc.  My in-laws lived next door, but my father-in-law had just come home from triple by-pass surgery so I was not going to bother them.  At 104 degrees, I put Jonathan in a lukewarm bath and it finally broke!  The next day he was “rung-out”, but suffered no more symptoms.  About one a.m. the next morning Bobby woke up screaming at the top of his voice because the electricity in our huge home was off.  I ran down to get Jonathan out of his crib.  He was awake but calm.  His huge “owl” eyes spoke of his bewilderment.  I will never forget the sight of my six year old gripping the windowsill like it was the only link to life!  We all piled into my bed for the rest of the night. I had committed to bringing food and singing in our very small choir Sunday morning.  The weekend had been an emotional nightmare for me.

That night Mark appeared at our front door with this angelic expression on his face wanting to talk, pray and kiss!  He had gone short-tempered, demanding, non-communicative and just plain mad at the world, including me!  I took one look at his face and wanted to say, who are you and what have you done with my husband!

Prayer: Teach us as couples to take time for prayer together and thus avoid difficulty and heart ache.

Thought: When your spouse has had a mountain top spiritual experience and it seems quite apparent that you suffered the spiritual warfare for it can you respond appropriately?

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October 23rd, 2014

10/23/2014

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Love Triggers Heart Felt Prayer and Builds Faith

 Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who hath blessed us with all spiritual blessings in heavenly places in Christ: according as he hath chosen us in him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and without blame before him in love: having predestinated us unto the adoption of children…according to the good pleasure of his will…in whom also we have obtained an inheritance, being predestinated according to the purpose of him who worketh all things after the counsel of his own will…                                           Ephesians 1:3-5 and 11

Jonathan and I were unusually bonded and emotionally tuned into each other from day one.  He was my “easy” baby.  He was a content, laid-back, happy child as long as he was with me.  He was a bright, sensitive child.  As an infant I instinctively met his needs before he expressed any discomfort.  I never had to discipline him because he remembered everything that was a no-no and would not dream of displeasing me.   During times of stress or sadness holding Jonathan would relieve me of any negative emotions.

 He adored his big brother and vice versa but would be present when Bobby engaged in risk taking activities, sometimes without my knowledge.  I learned to pray almost constantly and trust them to the Lord.  We had no major accidents or even illnesses, except croup, during their pre-school years, which was nothing short of a miracle and due to prayer.  My faith in prayer grew daily.

Prayer: Father, assist me in giving you everything in prayer and the wisdom to leave it with you.

Thought: Constant heart-felt prayer is a faith builder.  As my current Pastor says when you get serious with God, He gets serious with you.

 

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October 17th, 2014

10/17/2014

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God Uses Experiences to Teach His Precepts

 Wherefore, my beloved brethren, let every man be swift to hear, slow to speak, slow to wrath: for the wrath of man worketh not the righteousness of God.                                                             James 1:19-20

 Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice: and be ye kind one to another, tender-hearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ’s sake hath forgiven you.                                                                                    Ephesians 4:32-32

Mother and Daddy’s relationship had always been turbulent at best and unbearable at worst.  Daddy was brilliant, but he suffered with uncontrolled and not properly treated bipolar depression. Their arguments usually ended in physical altercations when I was a child, and of course, that terrified me. 

Mother decided to leave Dad and come to my house for “protection” which was actually a form of manipulation to get her own way.  Daddy was livid and wrote many threatening letters to me, he could be quite intimidating.  Finally, while Mark and I were out he came to our home and, so I thought, broke in.  Actually Mother had left the back door open on purpose.  She hit the panic alarm button for the police.

 Bobby, only three years old told me Mother ran to get Jonathan, four months old, and physically placed him between Dad and herself.  I did not know this at the time; I just thought Dad had broken into our home.  When I saw the anger and overwhelming rage on his face I told him to get some help or never return to my home again.  He replied, I will not do that for you and I said don’t do it for me do it for yourself.

 Mark had to reinforce my words and for a moment I thought they were going to physically fight.  But the whole situation seemed to “strike a chord” of reality in him.  The next few days Dad checked into the psychiatric unit in a hospital in another city.  In time I forgave both of them but Mother never made any attempt to regain my trust during Jonathan’s lifetime.  I learned the precept that forgiveness must occur but trust must be earned.

Prayer:  Lord, give us understanding that mental illness must be dealt with not hidden.  It affects every relationship in our life.

Thought:  Is there someone in your family that needs professional therapy and medication and most importantly prayer and forgiveness for their actions when under the influence of the disease of mental illness?

 

           
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October 08th, 2014

10/8/2014

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Fear Replaced by Trust

 Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trusteth in thee. Trust ye in the LORD forever: for in the LORD JEHOVAH is everlasting strength…                      Isaiah 26:3-4

I had taken a fertility drug to conceive Bobby and my thoughts turned to a second child, what if it took several years to become pregnant.  Bobby was a smart, winsome child and could wrap any adult around his little finger including his Dad and me at times!  He was becoming overindulged and spoiled but more of my concern was the fact he was lonely.

I kept a temperature chart and “boom” two months later Jonathan was on the way.   Mark seemed less than enthusiastic about the news; the thought of two very active children was a little intimidating.  He was not emotionally supportive, so I was desperate to find a way to cope.  You know that old adage “you aren’t just a little pregnant”!

 My pregnancy with Bobby had been exhilarating and joyful until I got so huge and preeclamptic (a toxemia of late pregnancy).  But the fatigue I felt with Jonathan seemed abnormal to me, it wasn’t that, “Oh, I need a nap” kind; but it was an “I’m not confident my heart will keep beating”.  This feeling increased as Jonathan grew and other symptoms became quite painful even though I monitored my diet and exercise strenuously.

  I kept my fear to myself, prayed, and kept turning it over to the Lord, but I never gained total lasting (perfect) peace.  Jonathan was born “sunny side up” as the physicians called it, meaning he was backwards and face up March 3, 1984.  He was perfectly healthy and I recovered quickly the second time.  The boys were gifts from God and so wonderful.  My faith was strengthened, peace settled over me like a warm blanket and joy surfaced like I had never known before.  My dependence on God who never fails grew.

Prayer: Thank you, Lord, you are faithful when we are faithless.

Thought:  Is our dependence on God ever limited?  My experience said no!

 

 

 

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October 03rd, 2014

10/3/2014

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Increasing Trust in the Lord through Daily Challenge

 But he who trusts in the LORD, mercy shall surround him.  Be glad in the LORD and rejoice, you righteous; and shout for joy, all you upright in heart!                                                        Psalm 32:10b-11

Bobby had a strong-willed, bright, risk-taking personality from day one.  He challenged me every day and stretched my trusting capacity to the breaking point.  I learned to shoot up urgent arrow prayers in many situations and my faith in prayer strengthened with immediate answers.

            We were physically isolated in an extremely large country home with “workaholic” in-laws and husband.  Generally speaking it was me, Bobby, and the Lord.  I have a vivid memory of my two year old laughing with great delight as he rode his “big wheel” down our paved drive way, which was on a large hill, with no hands or feet!

My arrow prayers became extremely frequent, laser specific and to my great relief they were answered in like manner.  There was never a dull moment with Bobby!

Prayer: I surrender to your loving all sufficient care.  You are so worthy of my total trust.

Thought: I believe God puts us in situations beyond our control or ability to “fix” to mature our prayer life and convict us of who really is in control.

 

 

 

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